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donnalotusHmmmm, so I'm seeing the doctor this afternoon. It was to complete the lengthy forms related to getting my six free therapy sessions through Medicare. But I think it's going to turn into a vaginal examination followed by "What the hell is wrong with me?"
I think, followed by googling similar symptoms mixed with 'pregnancy' that it's probably a yeast infection. Dry, sore, gluggy non-discharge. My sex life is over *sigh*. So I figured now is probably not a bad time to at least get back on the Acidophilus and Cranberry Juice, even if it's NOT that which is causing me the meh's.
Never had to deal with a yeast infection, don't even get UTI's really, on occasion I've gotten one here and there and it's easily fixed with Cranberry Juice and Cranberry vitamins, so yeah, I'm not too impressed right now.
Psychologically, Louise Hay says yeast infections are caused by "Denying yourself your own needs. Not supporting yourself." Hmmmm. This is interesting and something to take on board. I've passed the coldsore from Hell (never had one as bad as the I had a week ago) which is "festering words of anger and fear." I got past the massive pimple, "little bursts of anger." And now apparently I'm just over the MIL's shit and ignoring myself.
This is probably related to my yo-yo state of mind right now, wanting to go to Lakes, not wanting to go, wanting to go, not wanting to go, not knowing what I want to do, feeling very very lost and like I've already made my bed, so it's not like I have much of a choice, so I have to just live with my decision, but yeah. Great.
I had to have a pregnancy during a North year. I couldn't possibly challenge myself to a more disasterous situation, could I?
Back on saladas again this morning. Need to go and get some Yakult and Yoghurt after work, which is yuck, but needs to be done.
I think, followed by googling similar symptoms mixed with 'pregnancy' that it's probably a yeast infection. Dry, sore, gluggy non-discharge. My sex life is over *sigh*. So I figured now is probably not a bad time to at least get back on the Acidophilus and Cranberry Juice, even if it's NOT that which is causing me the meh's.
Never had to deal with a yeast infection, don't even get UTI's really, on occasion I've gotten one here and there and it's easily fixed with Cranberry Juice and Cranberry vitamins, so yeah, I'm not too impressed right now.
Psychologically, Louise Hay says yeast infections are caused by "Denying yourself your own needs. Not supporting yourself." Hmmmm. This is interesting and something to take on board. I've passed the coldsore from Hell (never had one as bad as the I had a week ago) which is "festering words of anger and fear." I got past the massive pimple, "little bursts of anger." And now apparently I'm just over the MIL's shit and ignoring myself.
This is probably related to my yo-yo state of mind right now, wanting to go to Lakes, not wanting to go, wanting to go, not wanting to go, not knowing what I want to do, feeling very very lost and like I've already made my bed, so it's not like I have much of a choice, so I have to just live with my decision, but yeah. Great.
I had to have a pregnancy during a North year. I couldn't possibly challenge myself to a more disasterous situation, could I?
Back on saladas again this morning. Need to go and get some Yakult and Yoghurt after work, which is yuck, but needs to be done.
